To Stop The UnStoppable...

First post and I didn't do too well today..UGH I hate the feeling of failure. I already ate 855cal, not good.
Okay since this is my first post I will explain my goal..

I never been happy with my appearance. I always feel like I am not good enough, and no I don't feel like I have an eating disorder like most may say or think. I just always had an issue with my appearance and always had an issue with food.
Me and food have always been the worse the enemies but the best of friends. Yes we are frenemies. Working out on the other hand we are the best of friends. I love to work out and I tent to over do it sometimes. I try to work out as much as possible. Lately I have been lazy and haven't worked out as much as I should. 

You are probably wondering what my goals are..Well I guess when ever I am happy with myself (when ever that will be).

Today I ate pretty bad and the day isn't even over yet:

Breakfast: 1 French toast:190 

Lunch: Burger patty w/ pita bread and cheese, ketchup and Romaine Lettuce: 520

Snack: Pita chips w/ Hummus: 145 and a Coke Zero: 0

I am cleaning my room today so you can say that will be a work out (hey moving boxes and cleaning burns calories :) haha)

This is my Diary, my little world in which I can express myself and be free from the people that want to change me. I am not happy with my weight, my look or my relationship with food and this is a place for me to be free. If you follow my Diary, I want to say thank you and welcome. I will not judge you and I hope you will do the same and not judge me....
Much Luv and stay beuatiful

 
































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