Saturday, March 19, 2011

And my weight is....

I can not believe I posted my weight for the whole world to see. I think it was necessary though. I will look at it everyday and start to realize that I need to be a lot more serious about this.
I can't let food control me anymore. I want control, I need control.
I made a pledge to not binge at all for the lovely days of Spring. I made this pledge with Zane (Blog Click Here). She came up with this great idea to start fresh and let spring be binge free. I think it is so great because I fucked up too many times and I let my weight get out of control. Thankz love for letting me be apart of this :HUGS:

Ok so my weight is embarrassing I mean I feel like a pig, well mostly because I AM. 160 wtf?!?!?!
OK I will not think about it even though I am in tears right now. Yes I am doing this post crying, how sad is that?
I will not fuck up and I will NOT let food be my drug that seems to take control...
I want to be happy. Like not fake happy but really happy.

Ok Spring I am ready for you I hope you are ready for me....
Much Luv and Stay Beautiful

I will leave with some beautiful pictures of my favorite model Natasha Poly...God she is Gorgeous

2 comments:

  1. we can do this. in the event you do feel like binging go for a piece of fruit like a whole apple, or a whole banana or orange. i typically would never eat a whole one but in the event i want to binge, i'll have a whole one with a huge glass of water.

    tell yourself it's spring when you go to reach for food to binge on and put it down. then blog about your success.


    stay strong :)

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  2. thank you for the tips and your words.
    you to keep it up
    Much Luv and stay beautiful

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