Saturday, March 26, 2011

And the little girl thought she was perfect 'till he stop loving her...

Day 6:

IN:
1226
OUT:
761
NET:
465
Yes, I went over my calories by 126. I am not mad believe it or not. I was proud of myself for going to the gym and burning 761 calories. I knew I went over and I did something about it.
We ate pizza today so that is why I went over. We got thin crust and the slices were tiny YAY!! but still I should of just ate one tiny one instead of 3. But I had to eat because people were over and they tent to pay attention to every detail UGH!!
Anyways, I forgot to check my weight today and now I am just waiting till Monday to check. I want to lose at least 5 pounds by the end of this month.
I know it is going to take a while to get to my UGW but I just want to be thin already. I want perfect like I really do and it seems like it will never get there. I know I just have to keep following my new life style, work out and limit my calories. I am not giving up though because I really want this and I know it will not happen if I just sit on the couch doing nothing.
I felt so good while working out today because I usually don't work out on the weekends. The most I do is walk the dogs and/or do yoga. I love Yoga by the way.
A LITTLE HISTORY ABOUT ME:
I love love love Angelina Jolie. She is my favorite actress of all time. I have seen pretty much every single one of her movies. I love the one, with Johny Depp (He is my Favorite actor by the way), The Tourist. She looks so amazing in that movie. Me and the Bestie could not stop saying how thin and gorgeous she looked and how we wish we can be that tiny.
I also like Megan Fox, as a model and thinspo not as an actress. I don't think she is a good actress but that girl can take some amazing pictures. She is my thinspo. She is around my height and the way I want my body to look when I get to my UGW.
My dating life always sux. I think it is because I have never been comfortable with myself so I never really wanted to date. The few guys I did date sucked ass. The last one is the worse because he still to this day sends me stupid signals. One day he is into me the next he tells me he is in love with his girlfriend.
I am annoyed by him all the time but I can't seem to get myself to stop talking to him.
I also use to have a best best friend that we known each other since we were kids. I stop talking to her because she was always trying to be me and take everything that was mine. When I was extreme with my diet to a point where it was an ED, she started to say oh I am ana because I didn't eat yesterday. UMM bitch being ana is more than "not eating for one day" but she never understood and it drove me crazy. Oh she also tried to steal the last guy I dated. Yea what a good best friend.

Wow sorry for the long post. I just felt like sharing today :)
Much luv lovelies and stay strong
Danii

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