I started the day with a cup of watermelon and went over the besties house. We needed to start our beach party planning.
We decided to do some bikini shopping, which just between you and I, I was kinda Ugh about it. I have such great friends thu. They said to try on a two piece which I did but I almost started to cry in the dressing room. Like I don't like my body AT ALL. All I saw was fat fat fat!!!
I was thinking no one needs to see this. I started to realize I am sooo ugly like all I want is to be to perfect to feel like I am good enough but it seems like it will never happen.
After that little horror, we went to get some snacks and we shared a bag of hot cheetos (I know bad) but i managed to only eat like 180 calories. Also one of the besties gave me two string cheese (80 calories each). I felt really bad though but again hunger took over me.
Once I got home, my mumz made me quesadilla and a turkey dog. That is when I was like CRAPPPP!!!!
I managed to eat 1300 calories again. But I decided to eat some low fat ice cream. Again my hunger took over. I wish I can stay with my goal of 1000 especially since I haven't been working out.
My bestie is too nice though, saying that we walked around shopping so its still burning calories. So So true :)
Ok well tomorrow is a long day to..
Going to chill with mumz for half the day and the other half going with the besties to the mall. We are going to take a look at hollister jeans and see if we did lose a pant size or two...Crossing fingers.
Much luv and Stay Beautiful
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